This is exactly where I was five years ago.
No matter how many books I bought, no matter how much therapy, or even how many different concepts I googled, I couldn’t crack the code on how to overcome that fear, doubt, uncertainty. I thought the solution was more achievements.
But what I REALLY wanted was more emotional stability, self-love, and belief in myself and my value. I knew I had some talents, but I wasn't clear.
How did that manifest in my life?
I was often confused on which direction to go.
I didn't know myself, and since I didn't know who I was, I couldn't live with congruence and integrity, so I began settling for less.
I was selling myself short in practically all areas of life.
As a result, I was going nowhere, fast.
With no clear identity, my relationships suffered, and I felt incredibly unfulfilled.
I longed for more meaning and purpose, but kept my dreams tucked far away, under the false protection of being "reasonable and logical."
I never thought I'd be empowered enough to pursue my vision to have the life I wanted, or be passionate, decisive, and laser-focused like I secretly wanted.
I began to wonder, what was wrong with me?
Was I ever going to get this “life” thing right?
After trying so many different methods and "solutions", I almost gave up on my dreams altogether.